Teen In The Seduction Scene

Today was supposed to just be another day sarging... and by the looks of the start, a bad one.

I think we really need to stop procrastinating. After meeting up we tend to go get food, go get money, go do this or that. Just things that waste time and pull our focus from what were there to do.

I'm making a rule right now. After I meet up with the T-Diddler, I have to approach 5 sets before I can do anything else. Before I can buy stuff, before I can go to the washroom, before ANYTHING! I'm getting up and going.

Today was bad because after meeting up we went to the bank, went for food, it would have been terrible if we'd started to try sarging after that. We'd done all this stuff, gone to banks, ate food. The last thing on the list before sarging was an energy drink.

So were walking and T-Diddle says "Yo! That guy is so a pua". I looked and sure enough this cool dressed guy is talking to this girl. I looked just in time to see him leave the set. I thought "Sick, we should meet these guys and they can help us". These guys weren't like our other friend we met, they were older and seemed to know what they were doing.

We weren't sure though if they really were so we decided to follow and see if they opened anyone else. Sure enough they did in no time. T-Diddles asked me if we should talk to them so I said "Ya! Go when they come this way and ask if they've read the game". All of a sudden he started saying "No, no. Who cares, we don't need them, let's just go". I couldn't believe it. I told him he had to talk to them, I was the one who approached the PUA last time. The idea of having to talk to them just made him not want to meet with them either more. He was saying "No, no. Common, who cares, let's go.... you do it". I just thought "Ugh, why argue?".

I sat at the end of the hall and waited for them to finish the set they were in. When they came by I went up and said "Hey, have you guys read the game?". This seemed to put them on the defensive. They said "Ya, why do you say that, cause were talking to girls? We don't use the stuff from that book thougn". I don't know but it seemed like they were sort of startled. I just said "Oh that's awesome, us too!".

We talked for a bit and they said "Oh cool, well were going to eat now. If you guys want to come we'll work on limiting beliefs and we can do stuff with you guys. I was pumped! :)

We walked with them for a bit. They needed to go into the source to find something. The one guy (I'll call him PUA1) pointed out this lady on the phone at the counter and said "Go ask her how her days going". In all honesty, she wasn't that attractive, she was on the phone, and she was working... I really didn't want to. At the same time I wanted to do what these guys were saying cause it seemed they knew what to do. In the end I didn't do it. Me and the T-Diddles just looked at phones while PUA1 opened this russian girl and PUA2 looked for what he needed.

I should mention at this point they both had tennis balls. PUA1 had given his ball to the russian girl but PUA2 still had his and didn't want it. So after walking out of the store, there was a sort of balcony thing and PUA2 says "Set there" and throws his ball down off the balcony. I thought he did it to open a set he saw but turns out he just didn't want it.

Anyway, after he does that I see 2 security guards at the one end of the Balcony, they start walking towards us after he throws it. PUA1 and PUA2 had been walking a bit behind us and me and the T-Diddles had been walking a bit ahead. I was hoping the security guards would think they weren't with us... but we weren't that fortunate. The guy comes over and yells at PUA2. He says he should call the cops and get us thrown out. He escorts both of them and us out of the building.

On the escalator we got a bit yelled at too. I just tried to play it off as though I was disgusted as well and didn't know why he did it. Anyway, we got kicked out :(.

These guys were looking for a charger for their cell so we headed into future shop. PUA1 set off the alarm walking in. This cute asian girl who worked by the exit was there and asked what might have set it off. PUA1 said "I don't know, maybe it's my condoms" :P. It turned out it was and he started messing with her, offering her his condoms to hold onto.

While he was doing that PUA2 pointed something hilarious out. We were standing there looking at phones or something and he said "Oh look, Spenny is over there if you want to say Hi to him" :P. Hahaha, sure enough Spenny (from Kenny vs Spenny) was standing there :P. Me and the T-Diddles went up and said hi. Told him we loved the show and we liked him better then Kenny. He didn't sound very enthusiastic that we were talking to him :P, he also looked dressed and groomed crapy. Now that I think about it, we should have asked him if he wanted us to show him how to game girls :P.

After that those two still wanted something to eat so me and T-Diddles just sort of tagged along. They went to this Korean Grill place. We'd already eaten so I just ordered a drink and hung out with them.

These guys turned out to be pretty cool. The one (PUA2) had been studying online for 4 years before going out and doing stuff. This guy had been at it for 7 months so far and gotten results (a lay after around 300 approaches). He'd taken a bootcamp and his game seemed very direct and aggressive. He seemed to open with "Omg! I just saw you and your so fucking sexy I just had to come over and say Hi!". I think it was too high energy (something PUA1 kept telling him) and also the swearing was a bit much for the day. I didn't see it work for him but who knows.

PUA1 had only been going out with other people for a week or two. He'd been to a David Deangelo seminar and said it blew his mind. I don't know how long he'd been doing it but I'm guessing less then 7 months.

Anyway, so we talked to these guys for a few hours it must have been about just random pickup stuff. They told us stories about stuff they had done and their views on certain aspects of game.

After eating I was sort of in "Talking with friends mode" instead of "Picking up girls mode". We left though and they wanted to do stuff. We mainly just walked down the street and said "Hi" to everyone. Sort of less then what I expected from these guys. PUA2 ran across the street to use his "Fucking Sexy" opener on a woman, but it didn't turn out well.

I don't know how we got to this but we started talking about being ballsy. The idea popped into someone's head of going up to people and saying "Hey, me and my friends are looking to get laid, are you interested?".

We all did it, it wasn't as has as I thought and after that, the prospect of telling a girl she's cute was nothing.

That was about the climax of our approaches though. I was a bit disappointed by how little we did. We kept walking with them though because they were going in my houses direction to where all these computer stores are.

After going to the store near my house I decided to call it a day, and they did too. We exchanged numbers so maybe in the future we'll see them again. It's always good to have a list of PUAs. I have a group on msn just for PUAs. :)

So all in all, not a very productive day, but cool none the less.

Oh well, were getting there.

Peace out! :)

Once again, back at the malls!

Recently I've been looking into products for Inner Game. I was suggested a few like "Paul McKenna - Supreme Self Confidence" and "Archer Sloan - SuperConfidence". I've been doing Hypnotica's "Collection of Confidence" and I'll almost finished. I just need to go out and do something crazy, like wear a dildo on my head (I wanted to go to a mall and offer free hugs to everyone but T-diddles thinks that's stupid...).

"Supreme Self-Confidence" was recommended by our Hypnotherapy friend. I tried it and the Trance part is crazy... I was so relaxed I felt out of my body.

"SuperConfidence" was one I found on a torrent site. I filtered out everything except the Hypnosis/ NLP torrents and ordered everything by times downloaded. It was the second most downloaded in that category. I looked at peoples comments and they were fairly positive. Searching on the internet about it though I couldn't find ANYTHING!

I decided the one downloaded over 1,000 times and guarantees confidence in 10 days was better then the 3 week program. So a few days ago that's what I started.

The product consists of 4 CDs. The first is just a bunch of really hard promises and goals to make. They are INSANE. Like no more lying, TV, masturbating, talking to people you don't have to... stuff like that.

The next CD is weird too. It's a relaxation type exercise where you see yourself as blue energy.

The 3rd and 4th CDs are missions to do over the 10 days. Today I completed mission #1! :D

Supposedly knowing the missions ruins the products so I won't say what it was. I will say however that I think it was a good exercise for getting comfortable with people and I can't wait to see what the next ones are.

Today me and T-Diddles went to the mall and did our thing. I had these missions I needed to do so I decided to go first. I opened 40 sets in total. After that we decided to take a break then headed back to meet-up with our Hypno-Friend. T-Diddles didn't want to do any approaches till our friend got there. We waited from 4:30 (when he was meeting us) till 5:00 (WHEN HE WAS 30 MINUTES LATE!). T-Diddles obviously wanted him to come so even though we'd waited forever T-Diddles still had me go to the next floor and watch the fountain as we waited some more. I wanted to see the guy too so it was cool.

Finally at 5:10 or so, JUST BEFORE WE LEAVE, I see the guy walk up to the fountain. We yelled down and met up with him.

Hypno-Man needed to eat so I walked around with the T trying to get him to open some sets. We were hungry too though so we eventually gave up and went for pizza.

When we were all done eating we were off to the races!

Don't get too excited... it wasn't that spectacular. T-Diddles opened a seated set, Hypno-Man another... DUHN-DUHN-DUHN, it was my turn. Those two obviously thought I was having mad AA cause they started telling me if I didn't go they'd push me to.

We went up to the first floor and I saw these two girls heading towards the escalator. I was walking towards them but didn't get there before they got on the escalator. They looked at me and I looked away thinking "Fuck, they saw me, I can't open now". Then I thought "That's bullshit! I can still open!" so I got on and went and opened them.

They laughed at my question and we got off the escalator and started talking. They were SO into me! OMG and the one was SO hot! AHHHH!!!!

I kept the conversation going and they were really excited to be talking to me. I teased them a bit. The hotter one was touching her lips and shit.

At this point I should have locked in, and just continued talking about whatever shit they told me, changed the subject based on something they said and gone for the number.

I COULD HAVE DONE IT EASY!

But I didn't lock in, I didn't grab the chance to move the conversation in another direction. Eventually I ran out of shit to say and ejected. Hypno-Man was telling me he was so close to coming and winging me. Damn!

I walked away from them though and lost the chance. When I looked across to the side where they were at I saw the hot one looking at me and checking me out...

FUCK!!!!!

STAY IN SET! GO FOR THE NUMBER! DON'T LET IT FLY BY!!!

After that the mall was fairly dull. T-Diddles and Hypno-Man opened a few more but left a little later.

But fuck them, I COULD HAVE NUMBER CLOSED A SUPER-HOT CHICK!!! SHE WAS CHECKING ME OUT!

AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Boys and Girls, Men and Women, Puppies and Pussies..... DON'T FUCKING EJECT!

That word is no longer in my vocabulary. Fuck what people think of me, Fuck what they will think of me, Fuck what will happen.... I swear to the gods I don't believe in, I WILL NEVER EJECT AGAIN! If I want to eject I'll ask for the phone number and let them tell me to fuckoff.

Nawww they wouldn't do that.... AND FUCK THEM IF THEY DO!

Who gives a shit, it's all about you. Don't base your self-worth on how many people don't like you, how many people have rejected you.

Fuck that shit.

I'm basing my worth on how I feel about myself. I don't feel like shit if they reject me, but I will feel super amazing when they like me, when I go for the number and get it! :D

That's how you should be thinking Biznitches.

Peace Out!

I don't know if you've figured it out... but we have been pathetic when going out. Don't open people... just walk around and talk about opening.

It's sad how horrible it is!

Today though, something amazing happened that changed that all.

But I'll start from the beginning and get to that.

So as I said... everyday we go out... pathetic. We went out a day that I didn't write about it was so sad. T had this bet so I'm pushing him to go, and he's saying he can't till I go. We basically walked around saying "You go first!" "No, it's your turn!" "No! I have no balls, you have to go!". Maybe this is just an excuse... but having to go first every time just annoys me and makes me not want to go.

So ya... pathetic progress so far.

So today was going to be different. I was gonna get a good night sleep, eat a good breakfast, go to the mall, have a energy drink, and approach my ass off no matter what.

But things never go to plan.

I get there early and sit around, T gets there and wants to eat, then we need a drink, then we need to finish the drink.... momentum we should have had at the start was killed. After all this sitting and shit... you lose your focus.

Next T had a good idea for recording approaches. His mp3 can record, and when it does you hear it in the headphones. We wanted wireless headphones so one person could go with the recorder and the other could wear headphones and hear.

We were pretty excited about this and decided to go for it right away. So we went to Future shop and bought a pair. Charged them.... sat around for an hour.... THEY DON'T WORK!!!! But I'm stuck on the idea so we go back and get a different pair.... tried to set them up for another 20 mins.... THEY ALSO DON'T WORK!

I didn't want to go back AGAIN so I said "Let's just charge them 100% and if they still don't work we can take them back". So we excepted the plan had to wait and put it off.

So we go back to the eaton center and start walking around again... not approaching (I know, were pathetic =( ).

When I walk around I see a lot of guys and for some reason I just think "PUA?". I never ask though cause it seems weird. As were walking though we see this kid our age, face on, talking to these 2 cute girls. I could tell they didn't know him... I was sure he was running game.

We just kept walking though and went down a floor.... then I thought "What am I doing.... I'm sure that kids a PUA.... he seems good.... better then me.... WHY AM I WALKING AWAY!?!?!"

I got T to come back up with me and we sat down where we could see him and waited for him to finish talking. When he was done I chased him down and asked him "Hey, have you read the Game?"

Hahahaha. He gives this big smile and shakes my hand. :P

He is Ts age and got into it because he is into hypnotherapy. He was taking a course nearby and decided to come sarge.

I asked how many times he's been out....he said twice!!! This guy seemed way better then that though. He had tons of great tips and just hearing how he looked at stuff like approaching and stuff was cool. His beliefs and mindset were great. He said he'd do some stuff with us, I was pumped! :D

He said there was two ways to get rid of AA. Push yourself past it yourself... or be pushed! We walked around for a bit but couldn't get the balls to do it. So he said "Well you can't do it... so were gonna have to push you". We were told which set to talk to and we HAD to open them... no bullshit.

I can ignore T telling me to do it... but this guy I felt like trying to impress him. If he said approach I did it. After 5 sets or so we were having fun and could approach by ourselves!!! :D

So props to this guy for breaking us out of this horrible shell of not doing stuff.

After he left me and T tried the same thing. I told T to approach and he just walked by the set but I didn't let it go. I said "You idiot! Now they've seen you and you've waited too long. Now your gonna look stupid when you go back to approach them like I told you to!".

Bahahahahaa

But props for him cause he did... he went back and talked to them! :D

Great day I would say. Way more approaches, finally getting past this AA and seeing how stupid it really is.

Next time we go out were just gonna have to keep pushing it and keep up this stuff.

I think we can handle it :).

Peace